Okay so for the past few years I definitely have been dieting on and off. from healthy diets and exercise which just doesn't seem to be showing any results to starving myself. Though dangerous, I must admit that starving myself have made me alot thinner then i should be. But of course my diets never last and the weight would always creep back on.
This past year i have definitely been doing a healthy diet and now I am at a staggering 70kgs, well as off today at 5pm that is. This will definitely be a big achievement from the 85kgs I was 2 years ago. However it is hard to keep myself motivated to my dream weight of 55kg! I know 55 is still a big number but at my height of 165cm I think it will put me in healthy weight region. I know I still won't be able to fit into a size 2 but I'll take a UK8 or 10 any day...EVEN A UK12!!
I want to loose weight fast! I can't just keep myself from having a good time just so I can be thinner so I am going to turn to weight lost products. So far I am just exploring whats out there in the market. Anyone tried Ali ? I'm sure it'd be a good decision but I have a couple of friends who tried it and said that it is impossible to keep the weight off with Ali. So I'm stil searching and I've got a time crunch as I am to start my regime on the 1/1/11.
So to my readers do you have any suggestions for me ? herbalife? Nutrimeal? do share. Please comment or email me I am keen to listen to your advice!!
Wednesday, December 29, 2010
Tuesday, December 28, 2010
Am I in over my head?
So I shall start my weight lost venture at the beginning of the new year. 1/1/11 Don't those numbers have a nice ring to them? I think that 1/1/11 are just the perfect numbers to help me start my weight lost goal. The number's show consistency, which is a skill which im going to have to embrace if I want to shed and KEEP those pounds off!!
Okay so it all started when I was just a lil girl possibly 7 or 8. You see before that I was always a healthy baby and toddler but somewhere between the ages of 7 and 8 I just ballooned up! All i ever did was eat and grow. I was always the tallest, the biggest, the fattest at home and at school so since I was what I was I guess if i just pretended to the other kids that I CHOSE to be what I was, that I chose and wanted to be the biggest that they wouldn't notice it. So I ate possibly more then I should.
Looking back now I guess if i wanted to loose the minor difference back then I could have, but what 7 year old girl wants to be on a diet?(back then I don't think I knew what a diet was) So I pretended to my peers, my family and all that I knew that I wanted to be fat. This was the only way I could think to make my family and friends accept me, so I wouldn't be made fun off, so that I could avoid being made embarrassed of my weight.
This new year, I want to loose the weight not just to be slim but also to prove to myself that I have self-control. That I can be pretty. I want to be more confident of my self, more self assured! I want to be able to wear a cute dress or even a skirt without feeling like I've wrapped myself in a curtain. I want to be able to not head to the maternity section when i look for new clothes. I want a refreshing change in my life. And I am determined to achieve my goal
Okay so it all started when I was just a lil girl possibly 7 or 8. You see before that I was always a healthy baby and toddler but somewhere between the ages of 7 and 8 I just ballooned up! All i ever did was eat and grow. I was always the tallest, the biggest, the fattest at home and at school so since I was what I was I guess if i just pretended to the other kids that I CHOSE to be what I was, that I chose and wanted to be the biggest that they wouldn't notice it. So I ate possibly more then I should.
Looking back now I guess if i wanted to loose the minor difference back then I could have, but what 7 year old girl wants to be on a diet?(back then I don't think I knew what a diet was) So I pretended to my peers, my family and all that I knew that I wanted to be fat. This was the only way I could think to make my family and friends accept me, so I wouldn't be made fun off, so that I could avoid being made embarrassed of my weight.
This new year, I want to loose the weight not just to be slim but also to prove to myself that I have self-control. That I can be pretty. I want to be more confident of my self, more self assured! I want to be able to wear a cute dress or even a skirt without feeling like I've wrapped myself in a curtain. I want to be able to not head to the maternity section when i look for new clothes. I want a refreshing change in my life. And I am determined to achieve my goal
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